Just like that, 2023 is almost over

How time flies so quick. Just like that we are already at the end of the year. There's so many memories this year have given me. This is the year I get to go home and the year my partner gets to visit me. I have an empty wallet but my heart is full. I'll always be grateful with the blessings that I am receiving. Thankful for the people around me. I have met so many friends and the real ones still remains. Thank you 2023 for all the adventure and experience you have given me. I am ready for you, 2024! Bring it on! 

Advance Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of us!

No perfect couple exist!

I always believe that there is no perfect couple. They may look perfect and no arguments at all. But trust me... there will be no perfect relationship. It is the hard work of each other that make it look perfect. It is normal that a couple fight, argue and does not agree on one thing. What's important is that at the end of the day, they never stop fighting for each other. They will set aside their differences and come up with a decision that is best for both of them. Love usually wins.

It is accepting the imperfection in your partner that make a couple perfect. 

Is Love worth fighting for?

When you're in a new relationship everything feels like heaven. It's all happiness and loved. You feel like there's always a butterfly within you that wants to make you sing and dance. That feeling that you both understand what you need and you don't. Everything in your lives are synchronised. Almost perfect!

Until it's already long enough that you starts to feel that you are worthless, voiceless, not respected, and useless! It hurts so much that you felt that with the person whom you love the most. You can not speak your mind as it will be misunderstood the wrong way. Everything you say have comments and sometimes you just don't like to speak as to avoid giving false meaning but it will also be taken against you! 

I do not know what to do. Will it still be worth the fight?

Keep a good heart

There are people who just gets in your nerve. People that does not care of anyone's feeling. I hate them! There are times that I wanted to be as rude as them but I choose not too. It's not me. I love helping people even if they don't care. Imagine if we help each other, the world will be a better place,  No matter what happens, always keep a good heart. Do not let the darkness in this world take the goodness in you. 

What excites you, drives you.

If you have a goal, no matter how hard you work you will not complain. Why? Because you are focus on reaching that dream. You will do everything you can just to make sure that you reach that goal! 

You are happy doing the hard work as you know some day you will be getting that dream. 

I read this somewhere: "Great things never came from comfort zones". I truly believe this. You need to work hard for what you want and what you deserve. If you stay within your comfort zone, you will not grow. 

Cheers! 

Reaching goals

How do you really reach your goals? 

Do you really need to plan for it? Do you really need to do it step by step? Can we just focus on the outcome, like you have a goal that you want to achieve but you still prefer to go with the flow of life but you make sure you reach your goal no matter what. 

Which one best works for you? 

Building Networks

It is really important to widen your network. The more connection you have the better it is. 

But make sure that you get the people who have a positive outlook in life, people that can help you to become your better self. 

You can be good at everything but trust me, you will always need someone to help you. 

It's not that hard to start expanding your connection, a simple Hi/ Hello would do the trick. 

Remember, It's not what you know, it's who you know matters.

Spread Kindness

Everyone has their own story. Most people that show happiness is just a mask. What they really feel deep inside is far from what they are showing the world. Show kindness. It's free! You might be the next person's hope. Cheer up. It's not always a bad day. 

I always believe that when you show kindness to someone they will spread it and the world will be a better place. Start within, start now. Spread Kindness! 

Be positive

I know there are times that one wish to give up. The life, love, opportunities and everything they have as they felt they are being forgotten and taken for granted. I've been here. I know the feeling and it is not a nice feeling at all. 

Sometimes you just need to look into things differently. There are times that it is your own self causing you all the trouble you are experiencing. Try to look differently. I always believe there is a reason for everything. If it doesn't work the way you wanted, it might be because there is better things for you. 

If you start to look for positivity in all you do, everything will follow. Everything will be fine. Start believing in yourself. Life is good. Just enjoy!

AI vs Human

Artificial Intelligence are taking over. People are loosing their job because of them.  Company are investing on them and as a result they no longer need a lot of people. 

Don't get me wrong, AI is very helpful and very reliable in terms of work. They work fast and accurate as all their process are carefully calculated. 

If I will be having a company, I would still prefer to hire people. Whom you can mingle with, talk to and share your daily life. It is so important that we do not loose human touch. 

Technology is very different now.  This post is just one of my random thoughts. 

Heaven gained another Angel

Yesterday, we bid goodbye to our auntie who had a good fight with cancer. We will always remember her kindness, sweetness, thoughtfulness and her beauty. She is indeed a beautiful person inside and outside. 

I believe she is already with the creator and already in peace. No more pain and sufferings. Heaven indeed gained another angel. 

We will miss her! Let's give her prayers so her journey above will be light and bright. Until we meet again, Tita. 

Back to zero

The first half of this year is full of travelling and leisure. If it can only stay that way. But reality is we need to go back to real life. Work! We need to earn for our everyday life and for our future. 

Back to start, back to zero. I'll start fresh, start new! Cheers to all the travels and fun. It's time to grind! 

Until next holiday!

Home for a month

It was one year in the making! My love visited me where I currently reside. I feel like fully home for a month! We were able to do things together.  Visited new place and explore together! Learn new things together!

If only I can stop time so we can be together as long as we can. But we can't. We are back to reality. Back in fulfilling our dream. Separated temporary but we'll be together soon! 

It was short but sweet!

I miss being with him! 

Take me back home

I was home for 5 weeks! It felt so good! I can't explain the happiness I felt. If only I have enough resources to stay home I would but reality strikes that I need to work for my future. I can only depend on me and no one else. 

I am still dreaming of a nice home where I can retire, a spare money where I can live comfortably. One day! One step at a time. 

I will be home in no time. 

Lonely is the night

In night time, when there is silence, darkness and while everyone's sleeping that is when I feel lonely, lost, sad and broken. I can't think straight! All I think of is what happened? Are we really not on the same page? Is there a way how we can align? Some things can't be explain. No matter how long you've been together doesn't matter. When love, faith and hope is gone then its nothing...

Love it all

I just finished watching a movie and I realised that I have been doing that since the day I fell in love. The old guy said "If you love some one you just don't love them because they're pretty! You love them because they are loveable including their unloveable traits!" You love them because you love them! I always give my everything when I love. Their bad side, good side, the maybe's, ALL of THEM! And sometimes it pains me that not everybody loves that way...

You and me

Even if we are miles apart, we should be celebrating hearts day together... But you have chosen silence and loneliness for me. More than a decade of journey together and lately it's all blurry. Being away from each other is so difficult that sometimes it takes all your senses. I miss US...

Nothing will ever be the same

Damn! It hurts to realise that it is not the same as it was before. Probably because of age, environment and stress? I get it! Everyone change and we can't do anything about that. I just want to let you know that when you prioritise your anger nothing will be fix and solve, it only breaks a heart or our hearts. I am here as long as your heart needs me. I will stay as long as my heart belongs to you even if its aching... 

Far from you

I am not in my home country. I have tried my luck in a place where everything to me is new. Far from people I know, so far away from the person whom my heart belongs to. A lot of ups and down, challenges and tons of sacrifices! I love my financial independency but I miss home most of the time. I want to fulfil all my goals before all my hair turns grey and white. I want to retire in my own house beside the love of my life. I think I need a little bit longer time to do all I want. But is it all worth it?...

Love is indeed patient!

Love requires a lot of patience! You tolerate your other half's shortcomings, you sacrifice your time and own happiness. Love is hard work. It just don't happen because you love each other, It's love because two parties work for it, sacrifice and support each other. The happier your partner is the happier you are. Thank your partner for being by your side every step of the way...

Actions vs words

I don't understand why someone could say that he will choose you over anything else and will do anything for you but when he don't get what he expects or what he wants he will ignore you in an instant. How is that even possible? He would rather choose to do something else than spend time talking with you...

Tired

Tired. My body is tired of all the physical work I've been doing, My brain is tired of thinking of the future ahead. My emotions are tired of feeling sad and hopeless. I am tired and exhausted. The only thing that keeps me moving is my heart. I wonder when it will get tired? Soon maybe? who knows?