Actions vs words

I don't understand why someone could say that he will choose you over anything else and will do anything for you but when he don't get what he expects or what he wants he will ignore you in an instant. How is that even possible? He would rather choose to do something else than spend time talking with you...

Tired

Tired. My body is tired of all the physical work I've been doing, My brain is tired of thinking of the future ahead. My emotions are tired of feeling sad and hopeless. I am tired and exhausted. The only thing that keeps me moving is my heart. I wonder when it will get tired? Soon maybe? who knows?