Random Thoughts

I feel so lost and broken right now. 

I might lose my one true love or am I starting to lose him? :'(

I said words, he said his part. He wanted to end everything. I wanted him back. I do not want to hold him back. If him being free and away from me will give him peace of mind, I will give it even though I know it will kill me from the inside. 

I love him more than anything in this world. 

They say that if love is true just set it free and it will come back to where it belongs. I am still hoping that he'll come to me if I am his true love. 

In case, he fly away from me forever. I will be forever grateful and thankful that he came into my life and make me feel loved. All those years, the experiences, the feelings, the love and memories I will forever treasure it. He will forever be my always dear love. I know for sure that no one can replace his part. I miss him each and every day. I miss him now big time! 

Maybe, we just needed time off from each other. Maybe, we needed to restart from each other. Maybe, just maybe...

I do wish that I can still get time to hug and kiss him for one last time and tell him straight that I love him much! 

Sorry, I am not sure if I needed to write this down. I just wanted to share what I'm feeling right now. 

I could surely need a friend right now.