Take me back home

I was home for 5 weeks! It felt so good! I can't explain the happiness I felt. If only I have enough resources to stay home I would but reality strikes that I need to work for my future. I can only depend on me and no one else. 

I am still dreaming of a nice home where I can retire, a spare money where I can live comfortably. One day! One step at a time. 

I will be home in no time. 

Lonely is the night

In night time, when there is silence, darkness and while everyone's sleeping that is when I feel lonely, lost, sad and broken. I can't think straight! All I think of is what happened? Are we really not on the same page? Is there a way how we can align? Some things can't be explain. No matter how long you've been together doesn't matter. When love, faith and hope is gone then its nothing...

Love it all

I just finished watching a movie and I realised that I have been doing that since the day I fell in love. The old guy said "If you love some one you just don't love them because they're pretty! You love them because they are loveable including their unloveable traits!" You love them because you love them! I always give my everything when I love. Their bad side, good side, the maybe's, ALL of THEM! And sometimes it pains me that not everybody loves that way...

You and me

Even if we are miles apart, we should be celebrating hearts day together... But you have chosen silence and loneliness for me. More than a decade of journey together and lately it's all blurry. Being away from each other is so difficult that sometimes it takes all your senses. I miss US...

Nothing will ever be the same

Damn! It hurts to realise that it is not the same as it was before. Probably because of age, environment and stress? I get it! Everyone change and we can't do anything about that. I just want to let you know that when you prioritise your anger nothing will be fix and solve, it only breaks a heart or our hearts. I am here as long as your heart needs me. I will stay as long as my heart belongs to you even if its aching... 

Far from you

I am not in my home country. I have tried my luck in a place where everything to me is new. Far from people I know, so far away from the person whom my heart belongs to. A lot of ups and down, challenges and tons of sacrifices! I love my financial independency but I miss home most of the time. I want to fulfil all my goals before all my hair turns grey and white. I want to retire in my own house beside the love of my life. I think I need a little bit longer time to do all I want. But is it all worth it?...

Love is indeed patient!

Love requires a lot of patience! You tolerate your other half's shortcomings, you sacrifice your time and own happiness. Love is hard work. It just don't happen because you love each other, It's love because two parties work for it, sacrifice and support each other. The happier your partner is the happier you are. Thank your partner for being by your side every step of the way...