Far from you

I am not in my home country. I have tried my luck in a place where everything to me is new. Far from people I know, so far away from the person whom my heart belongs to. A lot of ups and down, challenges and tons of sacrifices! I love my financial independency but I miss home most of the time. I want to fulfil all my goals before all my hair turns grey and white. I want to retire in my own house beside the love of my life. I think I need a little bit longer time to do all I want. But is it all worth it?...

Love is indeed patient!

Love requires a lot of patience! You tolerate your other half's shortcomings, you sacrifice your time and own happiness. Love is hard work. It just don't happen because you love each other, It's love because two parties work for it, sacrifice and support each other. The happier your partner is the happier you are. Thank your partner for being by your side every step of the way...

Actions vs words

I don't understand why someone could say that he will choose you over anything else and will do anything for you but when he don't get what he expects or what he wants he will ignore you in an instant. How is that even possible? He would rather choose to do something else than spend time talking with you...

Tired

Tired. My body is tired of all the physical work I've been doing, My brain is tired of thinking of the future ahead. My emotions are tired of feeling sad and hopeless. I am tired and exhausted. The only thing that keeps me moving is my heart. I wonder when it will get tired? Soon maybe? who knows?

Changes

They say that only constant thing in this world is change! I believe that! you said I changed? Probably! Maybe? But whatever changed in me I am 100% sure that I am still the same me who loves you deeply. You changed too, you know? I don't mind because I will love you for whoever you become. We just need to compromise... 

Ignored

If you say she's important then why ignore her? If you are tired, frustrated or upset let her know. She'll understand. You need space tell her! Don't just ignore her!  She'll get used to it and overtime she will not just care at all...

Starting over

I know you have prayed so hard to forget about me. Wishing that you can just leave everything and move on. Days has passed and heard nothing from you. Then one day, you left a message saying "Can we start again?". You made me the happiest...