Feeling Overwhelmed

Lately, my mind has been flooded with worries, and I feel the need to let some of it out. Otherwise, I might just break under the pressure.

What weighs heaviest is my visa situation. It’s ending soon, and I don’t see a clear path forward to stay. It’s terrifying to think that everything I’ve worked so hard for could disappear just like that. I’m not ready to go home yet, not without savings, not without achieving at least one of my goals, like renovating our home to make it more livable and presentable. But I know I can’t do it alone. Financially, I’m drained. I can’t even enjoy small luxuries because every dollar counts, and needs always come before wants now.

There’s also the uncertainty about work. Will I ever find another job as good as this one, with people who are genuinely kind and supportive? If only I could be sponsored then I wouldn’t hesitate to stay. I really like my current company, and leaving it behind would be hard.

Being Grateful

Every morning when I wake up, and every night before I go to sleep, I make it a point to thank the Lord. I’m grateful for the gift of a new day, for the countless blessings that come my way, for the guidance I receive, and for the love and support of my family and friends. Truly, I am thankful for everything in my life.

Recently, I received wonderful news about my promotion. It feels amazing to be recognized, and although more is expected of me now, I welcome the challenge wholeheartedly. Work has become busier, but I genuinely enjoy the pace and the constant opportunity to learn something new. This experience reminds me that hard work truly does pay off.

Month full of life - MAY

May has always been special to me—not just because it's my birth month, but because it’s filled with moments that mean a lot. This month, we remember Grandpa on his death anniversary, celebrate my partner’s birthday, our anniversary, and my nephew's birthday. So much to be grateful for.

Life has been a whirlwind lately—but in the best way possible. I recently got promoted, and honestly, I didn’t see it coming. It feels amazing to be recognized, and I’m beyond thankful that my hard work is finally paying off.

Now that my partner is finally here with me, we've been binge-watching series together—something we really missed during the long-distance days. It’s such a simple thing, but it brings so much joy.

2nd month of 2025

February is almost over—time flies so fast!

Just a quick update: My partner is finally with me, and we are home—home in each other's arms. I’ve always believed that home is where your heart feels happy and loved.

After being apart for so long, we're still in the adjustment phase. Nearly six years is a long time, and a lot has changed—our perspectives, our decision-making—but we’re making it work. It’s all about finding our balance.

Lately, we've been bonding over food, exploring new places, and embracing new adventures.

Happy New Year! 🎉 Cheers to 2025!

Wishing you all the best in the year ahead. Things are a bit hectic on my end right now, but I’ll be back soon with more updates. Stay tuned! 😊

Love: The Rollercoaster Ride

Love is no walk in the park—it’s hard work, plain and simple.

It’s unpredictable. One moment, you’re in tears, and the next, you’re laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Love has a way of making you feel every emotion, even the ones you never knew existed.

Love can leave you undecided, torn between choices. It can make you stronger, yet it teaches you to be gentle. Love has a funny way of making you feel foolish sometimes, pushing you to do things you never imagined you were capable of.

It’s a wild rollercoaster ride—full of ups and downs, twists and turns.

Maybe the secret isn’t to fight it or overthink it, but to embrace it. Enjoy the ride for as long as it lasts.

Are We Drifting Apart?

Why do I feel like we’re no longer on the same page?

Are we slowly drifting away from each other?
Do small things always have to spark such big anger?
Do I even still know you?

I’m starting to grow tired of our fights. What seems monumental to you feels like something we could simply talk through to me.

Is this the cost of loving an overthinker?

Everyone knows I love with all my heart. But if you can’t see or feel it, maybe it’s because I love in the only way I know how.

We’re too old to keep arguing. Instead, shouldn’t we focus on finding solutions and cherishing the moments we have together?